During the time I ran this blog very actively, I was through one of the hardest times of my life, dealing with body issues, confidence issues, low self esteem, etc. But it is as if everyone misses how I used to be back then, maybe because nobody really knew what was going on behind “closed doors” but it’s as if everybody wanted the 2011-2012 me back.
And sometimes I do too. But I don’t wan’t the girl who struggled with her image, who didn’t love herself at all, who would panic if didn’t get to go to the gym one day, who would push away school, friends and family for a workout to come back. I just wish the tiny little side of me who used to be a little bit more… “friendly”? “Social”?
Sometimes I feel like bringing this blog back so I can actually motivate me to work out more often, but at the same time it scares me that by doing so all my problems might come back.
Sorry for the rambling.
this blog and the memories it brings back it’s so surreal.
going through my following list and reading “updated 4 years ago” it’s just…wow.
I just did this video, it’s my blogilates workout day :) . Do you have 10 minutes ? LET’S DO IT !
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